Lay Me Down (Epique Remix) | Sam Smith
"Lie to me like you used to
Tell me everything is how it should be
Lie to me, did you have to?
Because in the end it never matters what I think
And I can barely tell the sky from the shoreline
And I can see myself reflected in your eyes”
It’s been more than a month.
T-minus 15 days until move-in day.
the ice is getting thinner // death cab for cutie
we’re not the same, dear
and it seems to me
there’s nowhere we can go
with nothing underneath
if i ever feel better // phoenix
i feel the chaos around me
a thing i don’t try to deny
i’d better learn to accept that
there are things in my life i can’t control
stuck on the puzzle // alex turner
something in your magnetism must have pissed them off
forcing them to get an early night
i have been searching from the bottom to the top for such a sight
as the one i caught when i saw your fingers dim in the light
Wye Oak - Civilian
"I don’t need another friend, when most of them I can barely keep up with them. Perfectly able to hold my own hand, but I still can’t kiss my own neck"
Happy middle-of-the-week Day!
I’ve been really interested in long mixes of Chinese pop music lately. Throwing it back to the 2000s era (before I found the beauty of other music genres). And I still don’t know what half the lyrics mean but the music is good (actually, I know some of what they’re saying now, I guess).
Today was a mixture of “meh” and “ugh” and “great!”
It’s already August. Today I felt slightly disappointed that summer break is almost over; a month and a half until I start college, another chapter of my life. I don’t feel ready. Unprepared. Scared. Time is ticking. It feels like a jail sentence. I’m worried for whatever might happen in the future. It’s not like I have specific worries, just a general worry for the future.
On the other hand, I spent an hour at Dolores Park today and it felt good. A light sprinkle while sitting on the grass, feeling cold. I ate an ice cream sandwich from Bi-rite, which made the day with the melancholy weather better. The view was great but not quite spectacular or amazing; still very nice because I don’t think anyone can deny the fact that Dolores Park has many lovely shades of green. I think it was the spot where we were sitting. And it sucks that they’re still rebuilding the park but it still looks great.
I recall standing on the other side of Dolores Park on a sunny day, feeling tired and sweaty but content because the view was nice and the vibrant colors of the park blossomed. Overcast days are terrible sometimes.
paper planes || m.i.a.
pirate skulls and bones
sticks and stones and weed and bombs
running when we hit ‘em
lethal poison for the system
It’s been about a week since I’ve posted, lol.
Not much has happened since. And if something has, I just didn’t really want to write it on here. I’ve been keeping my updates to myself by privately writing it on this app I downloaded. I’ll still update though every once in awhile.
Meanwhile, I’ve been checking out this list of music people posted and wow, their music taste too strong though! I’ve been saving almost every song to my liked list on youtube, haha.
PSA: I’ve restarted my SIMs but it’s not that interesting anymore tbh :/